I have good news and bad news today. I suppose I should start with the bad news first. The bad news is that I haven't really stuck to my goals, it seems that to overcome obsessional slowness you need assistance, either from a therapist of what's termed as a co-therapist, basically a friend that helps you to meet your goals by talking about progress and helping to monitor. I'm seriously considering going for the co-therapist idea. On the other hand I managed to get ready without social networking on Thursday morning, so I suppose I achieved something there.
The good news is that I'm finally ready to move on in terms of leaving one university and starting another one. Obsessive thoughts with my lecturer meant that I didn't really want to leave university because I didn't want to leave him behind. I've pretty much got rid of the obsessive thoughts now and I'm really excited about graduation and moving to another university to do my Masters degree in September. I'm also very excited about my graduation ceremony. The graduation ceremony is in mid-afternoon so I don't have to worry about my obsessional slowness getting in the way. I'm really glad that the obsessive thoughts about my lecturer have stopped but I honestly expect a relapse when I see him at graduation, I'm aiming to stay strong though!
I feel pretty content today, so there's probably not much point in posting a huge blog entry today. No doubt I will catch up with you soon though.
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